Happy Birthday MadmaN

[DaBOSS54320]

I'm just the birthday guy aren't I? Was gonna let someone else do this topic since I just did Chuck's but... I guess no-one is so here we go!

Happy Birthday to the best and most revolutionary Bully modder I've ever met

[Enderman]

Yeah Happy Birtday man and thanks for the advice

[Mohamed The Kowalski]

Happy Birthday, Mad. I hope everything is getting better in your life now.

[WhenLifeGivesYouLemons]

Whenever you read this happy b-day Madman,   And thanks for sharing your knowledge with us over the years.

[SWEGTA]

Congratulations, Mad!

[Reath]

Happy birthday, Mad!

[c00ld0c26]

Happy birthday MAD!
I wish you the best birthday that ever could be.

[BloodChuckZ]

What, no Cake ?  Here, I'll share some of mine.....



Least I can do for a Leo buddy.

[MadmaN]

Thx. I appreciate it guys.

Truth be told...my b-day sucked pretty badly and all because of things outside of my control and by no fault of my own (surprise surprise). I do apologise for being quite anti-social the past few months...but I have had basicly no choice in the matter and have been under rather extreme stress due to how bad things have finally gotten. I will be deciding at the end of the month whether to leave the internet forever or not and if I do I have one final gift to everyone and that will be to release every single lua script and their accompanying bytecode scripts to aid in rewriting them exactly as rockstar wrote them. I also will be releasing every lua mod source for every mod I have written or have not yet finished/released and let the community do whatever they want with them. I want absolutely NO credit for anything since I really don't want it nor do I deserve it anyways. I only want to give something that will keep things going.

Rise however really does not want me to release any of the scripts and his reasons for that are his own....and the fact that it could 'jeopardize' the release of the psmm which should have been done long ago...but personally...I don't care one bit about the psmm since another great resident modder, DaBOSS has basicly eclipsed what I wanted to accomplish with that anyways with his super mod releases and quite frankley...DaBOSS has my official seal of approval for being the one to take over in my stead leading the community to greater heights.

I have personally lost any and all interest I had left in any gaming since due to the constant problems I have to deal with, my heart is no longer in it. I don't even think I can be bothered to finish any more work on the book I wanted to write and get published....that is just a silly pipe dream anyways and besides....due to the sheer number of books out there and titles...names...characters...etc.....it is more then likely the second that gets released...someone will come down and say that I stole this or that from them or whatever....since we are now at the stage where being fully 100% original is nearly impossible since ppl have already thought the idea(s) up and profited from them in some manner.

I know this sounds incredibly negative of me which might surprise all of you....but when you really think about it...can any of you honestly blame me for being like this? Anyone living in my shoes would have literally given up long ago and I have kept trying...and still keep trying...and always will keep trying....but there comes a time when enough is enough and a person just cant take anymore and I have now reached that stage.

I do apologise if anything I have said offends anyone since that was never the intention....just kinda venting atm and wanting to find a way to bounce back from things.

I will NOT talk about what these problems actually are on this board and only a very very select few will even be told the real story about what is going on so...please do not ask.

[DaBOSS54320]

Well it's good to vent out your frustrations, at least for me. It helps a lot. Should release some stress...

And what you said about "no credit". Honestly, I think you in a way deserve credit for every LUA mod made on this site. For making a better IMG tool to put in our scripts, because without that it would be useless to make LUA mods. Also for releasing the LUA compiler (Even if you didn't make it, releasing is an important part of it) and of course, helping everyone out and being a nice guy. In fact I'd even donate to you for being such a good person and truly deserving it but... I got no money DX

[Ky]

Happy birthday belated .

[DaBOSS54320]

This was 3 months ago... you shouldn't be posting on topics this old.

[Mohamed The Kowalski]

This was 3 months ago... you shouldn't be posting on topics this old.

Talking to an admin like that may land you ass kicked, so beware.[s/]

[BloodChuckZ]

LOL, that isn't me, Mo.
It's a newbie who happens to have my Avatar.

[DaBOSS54320]

LOL, that isn't me, Mo.
It's a newbie who happens to have my Avatar.

Fuck you Chucky the admin! I'm a god damn rebel and can talk to admins however I want!

Yeah... it always confuses me as well, since I usually look at the avatar and not the username. Just quicker and I know most people's avatars who post actively.